Augh.
While I kept fighting back in every way I could think of, the day really never got better. In fact with the fading light just more dumb shit. Yeah today kicked my ass a little. It wasn't the worst ass kicking, but damn, I could never get shit going and staying in the right direction.
Lessons/reminders for the day:
- Trust my instincts. I should have asked a better question.
- If you know people are assholes, don't take it personally.
- I have nothing at all to hide. I never really did.
- Coping strategies that work well for me: a walk, music, Godiva Chocolate, and cake from M.
Doing my best to let go of what's been today to embrace a calmer, saner, more pleasant now. Peace. Hope. Happiness. That's what I've always reached for in my life. To be at harmony with those around me and my little corner of the universe. Every day I get a little closer to those goals. Maybe today could only be gauged in inches, but I'll never turn my back away from progress.
Now it's time to eat the big piece of cake M sent me.
~K.
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